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The Deth Klok

Sat Sep 26, 2009, 9:42 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: no one
  • Playing: Brutal Legend Demo
  • Eating: leftover pizza
  • Drinking: Gatoraid
Emptiness can sometimes be a bad thing: Feeling empty when you're around a loved one, feeling empty when you know you should be feeling something special, feeling empty when everyone around you is feeling so much more.

But sometimes feeling empty might actually be a good thing.

I'm feeling empty because for the first time in a very long time, I am empty of poetic verses and curses. When I was growing up, especially in my teenage years, Poetry was my Cross, my Saviour, my Release, my Christ. It helped me deal with a lot of the pain, darkness, anger, and sorrow that filled up so much of me back then. As the years progressed, my writing skill got better, and I accomplished one of my goals in life: I published a book of poetry.

But now, in this new age, the words have left me. Am I sad that I am now empty of poetry? No, I am not. Because if I no longer feel the need to write anymore, than that must mean I'm actually doing something right with my life. If I no longer feel the need to work out negative emotions by bleeding my heart and soul onto paper, then guess what? It's not that I can't write anymore, it's because a lot of those nasty laughing hungry demons have left me.

Almost three years ago I got married to the love of my life. That day, a certain darkness in me died. And slowly, that darkness has been leaving me. Now, I'm not saying I am completely cured of all depression and darkness, but I have a much better understanding of it and how to battle it.

For once in my life, I can say that I am free. I am no longer a slave to my own emotions and dark thoughts. The Darkness does not control me anymore, for I now control it.

So, I guess what I'm saying here is that I will probably be leaving deviantART. I however, will not be deleting any of my poetry or artwork. They are tombstones that I wish the world to see. Just dont expect me to post anything new anytime soon. And, as I have been for months now, dont expect me to check this site for any new messages or comments.

To all my friends, I thank you for your love and support. To all the haters, I thank you for all the inspiration to do better.

peace, love, and pancakes,

Dustin
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  • Current Residence: The Asylum
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: 2XL
  • Interests: Poetry, Art, Comics, Music, Aliens, Pancakes
  • Favourite movie: The Crow, Boondock Saints, Spawn, The Simpsons Movie, Family Guy: Blue Harvest
  • Favourite band or musician: Dethklok, Slayer, Otep, KoRn, Serj Tankian
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Industrial, Hard Rock
  • Favourite artist: Simon Bisley, Luis Royo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Dean Koontz, Anne Rice
  • Favourite photographer: *girltripped
  • Operating System: Windows XP Media Center Edition
  • MP3 player of choice: Juke Phone
  • Shell of choice: Ninja Turtle Shell
  • Skin of choice: The Green One
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 7, Gears of War, Assassins Creed, Rock Band, DOOM, The Darkness, Postal 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360, PC, Wii, PS2, DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lois Griffen, Nathan Explosion and Pickles from Dethklok, Spawn, Invader Zim and Gir
  • Personal Quote: "You will know me by the scars I bear, you will know me by the hate I swear" - Otep
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, Marker, Crack Cocaine, Intergalatic Panckaes, Vault

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:iconxxcindersxx:
Harr matey, it's been awhile, so THANX for the recent fav's.
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:iconbroken2nite:
thanks for the faves!

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Somehow I've found a way to get lost in you-Lost In You by Three Days Grace

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:icondedhedpoet:
No prob eskimo Bob!

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If you like my poetic deviation into my mad, mad dreams, then check out my book of dark poetry Scars, which can be found [link]
:iconsweetblood616:
Happy Birthday Lovely!..Hope you have an amazing birthday + a wonderful Christmas + New Year :)..Always wishing you the best :)..

XoxoX <33 Love Ya..

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:icondedhedpoet:
THANKS!!! I'm surprised you remembered =P

All the best wishes to you, pancake mix gurl.

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:icondark-knight51:
Thanks for your comments :tmnt2:
:icondedhedpoet:
No problem!

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If you like my poetic deviation into my mad, mad dreams, then check out my book of dark poetry Scars, which can be found [link]
:iconghouls-desire:
Thank you x

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:icondedhedpoet:
No Problem =)

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If you like my poetic deviation into my mad, mad dreams, then check out my book of dark poetry Scars, which can be found [link]

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